FANS GOING WILD IN TROLLS LAIR

If you are wondering why I am not replying on your whisperings know that I had to put /o igw. My fan's counter has rapidly increased and that is the reason for this drastic measures.

Like everyone who is expressing his opinion without fear that such opinion will probably be judged, wrongly understood or something third, I am dealing with a lot of hatred. Hatred which comes from people who either have no sense of humor at all or they are deeply frustrated that someone is actually making big fun of them or they are unable to fight back in original fashion. Powerless, unable to be equal with their "opponent", in this case me, they are only able to hate.?

So yea, there is no doubt that there are some guys who hate me very much. Not so long ago, when this blog wasn't published, some of them didn't hate me that much. They did troll now and then but such behavior could hardly be interpreted as behavior of player who hates. It was more like a behavior of troll who intentionally tries to draw attention.?

I'm saying player and I am not using other categorization for very good reason. When you think of someone who hates you in gaming community you think of the way he approaches to you in replay commentaries, games you play against him, channel talks and similar situations. You are able to feel his obsession to always throw a bad word on you no matter if that action was initiated from your side or not. No matter if you are present or not.

That obsession comes from their constant need to upper their value. And they are constantly upping it by hating because they know that they are levels below. Knowledge that they are not equal hurts them badly and because they are hurt they want that cause of their pain feels the pain that is tormenting them.

"I hate you Dinker! I hate you because you are better than me! Your presence hurts me and I want to hurt you! I want you to feel the pain I feel! I want you to know how badly it hurts when someone is better than you are and when you are not able to do anything about it. I wish we can exchange the places so you could be the one that suffers! And that is why I am going to troll and throw hate on you whenever I see you around."

That is how I am trying to understand my haters. My haters who are in fact my biggest fans. Fans because they are following everything I do. Like annoying shadows they are always around me, copying everything I do in the fashion I did much before them.

And they simply can't get over it. They can't get over that someone made something 5 years ago and that their "creation" is nothing but a lousy copy that people use only because they have nothing else to use. Knowledge that their "creations" are lousy copies of great masterminds makes them feel the hate toward originals. Their inability to be original and by being original to be able to produce originals makes them feel the hate toward masterminds.

Truth speaking, they might be good in copying. But that is not something they want. Nobody wants to be a creator of fake Gucci bag. Everybody wants to design bags like Gucci. The problem in gaming communities is that shadows who are making copies upper their value by trying to lower value of originals. You will never see some famous bag designer saying that Gucci has trash bags. No, because he is satisfied with his own bags and Gucci is good competition which makes him design better bags only by its presence.?

In gaming communities, shadows who copy are aware that they will never reach the level of originals so their only way to get better is to represent themselves as less worse than originals.

Take the guy called adam czekalla aka hb.thespecial as an example. If you are wondering why I wrote the name and account details of my biggest hater in small letters I will tell you that my opinion is that copies shouldn't be allowed to have capital letters in their name.?

This troll jumped on scene like every other troll before him. By using methods that some big troll names used before him, copying them, he started his troll career on Replayers where he used to post walls of text on how Replayers needs someone like him.?

Desperately trying to get into the admin crew he finally succeeded and the guy who made an approver out of him probably still regrets. Soon after that he obviously got kicked. I bet they couldn't stand the troll anymore. Thats when his Replayers career ends. Few approved top replays, some chit-chat flames against users who were unable to understand why he has to rage so much and so often and thats pretty much it.?

Luckily for him and some other trolls that hanged out with him, Replayers was down due to unknown causes during the January of 2011. when the main character from this story came up with this "brilliant idea" to make a copy of Replayers and gain the attention and recognition that he always aimed for. So ROC community had two bad things to deal with at that time - closure of Replayers and opening of trolls lair called Rocarena.?

In his lair, troll had absolute power when it comes to top and ?rotw replays approving, dealing with replays that get uploaded as wins against him and and banning members who are not willing to obey troll rules he made. How the hell someone can expect to be treated as a king today when yesterday he was a miserable troll? Nevermind philosophy lets go back to the trolls lair.?

With his troll friend and second hater of mine - ghost.retonto, he tried to copy the layout of our favorite Replayers which is, thank you God, back on track. Having his own replay categories which have more comments than downloads, free PHP template which is incomparable to the original that he tried to copy, he created a freaking monster that scares the shit out of me each time I visit it.?

I do visit it, despite the scary look, mostly because I am curious to see if he has anymore Cool waters left in his storage. If you didn't know that is the main prize for every tournament he organizes. So if you win some of those events more than 3 times you can smell on Rocarena for next few years. However, I'd advise you to think twice about that so you don't end up like a guy from SMELL GOOD FEEL BAD story. The only feature that trolls lair has and Replayers doesn't have is Forums. Take a good look at it because the moderators you see in there are not there by their own will. No, they are forcefully "promoted" to that position so troll could get more attention and recognition. Few months ago I saw that there were 10 "moderators" who are "moderating" each section.?

The motto of daddy troll was - I want to have everything on my site. So baby troll aka ghost.retonto had his troll hands full of work. They managed somehow to put their own tournaments, leagues with weirdo names which gathered decent number of community members which had nowhere else to go.

However, that changes when I decided to come back from my inactivity during the July of 2011. At the moment I came online, hb.thespecial, the troll, asked me numerous times to take part in one of his "amazing events" with "amazing players". He pushed me so far that I had to give him my facebook account and to add him.

That is when troll starts to stalk me. Night or day, doesn't matter he was there to ask why I didn't come to play when I said that I will play for sure. I tried to explain to this addict that it is summer and that I can't sit in front of PC whole day playing of one those "amazing events" with "amazing players". Finally when I cracked I wrote a good fuck off to him and blocked him so he can't get to me anymore.

I managed to block him on facebook but troll was on battle.net. Now he was filled with hate, rejected and disrespected, deeply hurt. His only path was to try to "hurt" me whenever he had a chance.

During August of 2011. he somehow managed to convince young fella RainyMonday, who will get capital letters simply because he is very talented player and tournament administrator, to make his own tournaments which will be the same as the cups I started 5 years ago. I backed up from W3CUP story simply because I didn't have enough time to organize tournaments on daily basis like numerous time in the past.

I am not going to talk about RainyMonday's talent and intelligence that he has yet to show, but the trap that he accidentally stepped on because he started to copy even tho he had a chance to be an original. He still has that chance and I am sure that with experience that time will give him, he will understand that he doesn't need Cool water as a trophy and troll on his shoulder to be recognized. His talent is enough.

Back to the troll now. Spending 24/7/365 in front of PC, whether he is observing a game that good players are playing or just trying to copy them in ladder he is still not able to play good. That doesn't stop him from entering in discussion with the best players of this game where he freely express his "opinion" with that IMHO MK BEATS DH attitude.

Because he is so obsessed with me and because he hates me so much, you will see him always saying how Human is imbalanced race.?All of that, of course, because I play Human. I am, obviously, banned on his troll clan channel as well as on website as well as on hosting bots so S_A_I_B_O_T has to secretly un-ban me each time when we feel like playing a custom game. I heard that hb.thespecial was so furious when he found out that my friend is doing this that he treated him and everyone who un-bans me to lose their host access forever. Hilarious.

I wouldn't be surprised in near future we get to see troll trying to copy again and open a blog where he would write text based on his opinion. Would be funny because he has no opinion and he can not create. Just to copy. Probably half of my blog would be copied and then pasted in his new troll "creation".

The biggest problem is that I probably spent more time thinking of hb.thespecial while I was writing this post than his parents did while he was an unformed character. I don't hate him even tho he feels enormous hate toward me. I feel compassion for him and I forgive him. He just wanted to be so much and with the small capacities he has it is impossible mission. Sooner he realizes that, better for him. ?

Find your own place guys. Don't try to be, or better, don't create idols for yourself. If you must have idols then try to use them as inspiration for other things. Think how good Pumppaaja-eki plays Warcraft 3 and inspire yourself to be good in some other game if Warcraft 3 is not your game or something else that suits your capabilities.

Create your life and your free time without stress. Don't hate people like hb.thespecial because you will end up being frustrated, unsatisfied and hurt most of the time.

Source: http://dinkersblogs.blogspot.com/2012/02/fans-going-wild-in-trolls-lair.html

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